if we ever meet you'll notice right away that i'm a person of a few words and generally not very talkative. i'm extremely opinionated, but will not bombard you with them unless you ask. however, currently i'm feeling this surge of words coming on and figured i better write them down before it's too late. what i want to share with you is nothing profound really, just a few words on photography. i have been diligently working on my photography portfolio for the past six months. it is not one hundred percent where i want it to be, but nor is my photography. it's quite a tedious process, because everything i know and have learned so far, has been self taught. i spend copious amount of hours researching, youtubing (is this officially a valid term?), reading, listening and it feels like there's no end. it's some sort torture that
i keep afflicting upon myself, but it feels so good when i have learned something new that i can implement in my photography. i'm not exactly sure what my goal is. i never really thought about it. do i have to put a label on it? photography has become a creative outlet for me and as that,it simply feels good. when i look at my portfolio or at my photographs in general, as a whole, i would say that my photography is still very safe. there's no boundary pushing or big experimenting going on there. some might see that as boring, some might love it. i don't know, but i don't let that influence me. honestly, when i started i never had a clear vision of what i want my photos to look like or what feelings and emotions i wanted them to convey. i think that has changed. i love simplicity and tend not to send my photos through a vigorous editing process. however, i still think that there's something missing. i'm not completely satisfied. i'm continuously striving to create that specific look that i've envisioned in my head.
i have picked 4ormat as the platform for my portfolio and i've been very happy with it so far. it is extremely user friendly and i love their simple and clean templates. i'm still shooting with the first dslr camera i ever bought, the canon 550d. besides the two kit lenses, the 18-55mm and the 55-200mm, that came with the camera, i have a 50mm 1.8 and have recently bought the 40mm 2.8. my favorite lens is the 50mm. i shoot in manual mode at all times. it is still a work in progress, but shooting in manual lets me be more creative, i'm much more involved in the process of taking photos and it's extremely satisfying when the end result turns out to be exactly the way i pictured it.
you can take a look at my portfolio here and if you have any thoughts that you would like to share with me, make sure to let me know.
much love.
leyla.